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- September 4, 2016 at 3:01 am
Hi Everyone,
I can't say I'm happy to be here, but it is what it is at this time. I am 26 years old and newly diagnosed with melanoma as of 8/30/16. I never in my life thought I would receive such phone call, I'm not a typical candidate for who you'd consider likely to have melanoma. I am have olive skin, dark hair, dark eyes, and I don't really go out to the sun often. I won't deny it, I was young and stupid and used tanning beds as a teenager and played outdoor sports without protecting my skin with sunscreen but that's the past and I can't change it.
The mole I went in for I felt like I've had my whole life but now I'm questioning everything. The reason I went was because I was already having a physical done and the mole looked like it had a ring around it which was different. Nothing like the pics you see on Google, which is why I was completely shocked that it was indeed melanoma. The doctor initially completed a shave biopsy, I obtained a copy of that pathology report and the most concerning findings based on those results was that it measured at least .65mm (Breslow's), mitosis rate of 3/mm2, and the tumor infiltrating lymphocytes were present, non brisk. I've consumed myself gathering as much information as I can from the Internet about these things but everything is so iffy and case by case. I also recently had a punch biopsy done and we are waiting on the results of that. I met with a surgeon who my primary recommended and she's concerned about the mitosis rate and wants to go ahead and do a SNB regardless because the rate is so high. I'm anxious and so scared. So very scared.
To complicate things a little more, I currently live oversees with my husband who is active duty military. I've seen many recommend to seek melanoma specialist ASAP. I told my husband this is what I want, I want the best of the best but I'm not sure if our military insurance will allow us to use facilities outside of the base. This is something we will have to look into because, I am not going to settle and I can't settle!
What are questions to ask once the punch biopsy results come in?
Anyone out there with somewhat similar path findings?
I'm absolutely terrified, I've had moments when I feel like I can't even breath but I'm also hanging on to hope. I needed to reach out to connect with those who are also going through or have gone through this because this is so scary and knowledge is power.
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- September 4, 2016 at 5:14 am
I'm not an expert but thought I would try to ease your mind a little bit. After diagnosis of melanoma they will do a wide local excision where they remove the area of the melanoma. (The problem with a shave biopsy followed by a punch biopsy is that they cannot accurately say what the initial depth was because they didn't get the entire depth during the shave. They cannot just add the 2 together.) The primary stage which is based on the biopsy results determines how wide the margins have to be (how much tissure they have to remove around the site of the melanoma). A SNB is done based on the results of the initial biopsy as well. The results of the SNB, if it is done, are used to determine staging so your stage may change after that tissue is biopsied. As in everything SNB is not 100% accurate. Up to this point most of these procedures are done by general surgeons or plastic surgeons unless the melanoma is in an area where a specialist is required (like head or face). Melanoma specialists become very important once all the biopsy information is received because their knowledge of treatment options and drug trials is up to date. I guess I would say you should start asking questions now. Ask about everything. Ask about the surgery. Exactly what they are going to do, how they are going to do it and how long will it take to recover. Ask/Demand a melanoma specialist for consultation after the biopsy results are in. Start now so if they refuse you can appeal it while you are healing from surgery. Melanoma is scary and time is important. The sooner you take control of the course of your treatment the better. There is a lot of information on this site. In terms of treatment options for stages I and II there are none except watch and wait. For stage III there are limited treatment options as most people at stage III are NED (no evidence of disease) after surgery. This is where a melanoma specialist has knowledge that regular doctors or medical oncologists do not. Oh, and don't read the statistics for survival on the internet. They are no longer accurate and you are not a statistic.
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- September 4, 2016 at 5:14 am
I'm not an expert but thought I would try to ease your mind a little bit. After diagnosis of melanoma they will do a wide local excision where they remove the area of the melanoma. (The problem with a shave biopsy followed by a punch biopsy is that they cannot accurately say what the initial depth was because they didn't get the entire depth during the shave. They cannot just add the 2 together.) The primary stage which is based on the biopsy results determines how wide the margins have to be (how much tissure they have to remove around the site of the melanoma). A SNB is done based on the results of the initial biopsy as well. The results of the SNB, if it is done, are used to determine staging so your stage may change after that tissue is biopsied. As in everything SNB is not 100% accurate. Up to this point most of these procedures are done by general surgeons or plastic surgeons unless the melanoma is in an area where a specialist is required (like head or face). Melanoma specialists become very important once all the biopsy information is received because their knowledge of treatment options and drug trials is up to date. I guess I would say you should start asking questions now. Ask about everything. Ask about the surgery. Exactly what they are going to do, how they are going to do it and how long will it take to recover. Ask/Demand a melanoma specialist for consultation after the biopsy results are in. Start now so if they refuse you can appeal it while you are healing from surgery. Melanoma is scary and time is important. The sooner you take control of the course of your treatment the better. There is a lot of information on this site. In terms of treatment options for stages I and II there are none except watch and wait. For stage III there are limited treatment options as most people at stage III are NED (no evidence of disease) after surgery. This is where a melanoma specialist has knowledge that regular doctors or medical oncologists do not. Oh, and don't read the statistics for survival on the internet. They are no longer accurate and you are not a statistic.
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- September 4, 2016 at 9:56 am
Thank you for the information, I already made the mistake of looking at statistics and all that. I am going to stay away from those because you're right, I am not a statistic. I am going to give it my all, fight, and defeat this.
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- September 4, 2016 at 9:56 am
Thank you for the information, I already made the mistake of looking at statistics and all that. I am going to stay away from those because you're right, I am not a statistic. I am going to give it my all, fight, and defeat this.
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- September 4, 2016 at 9:56 am
Thank you for the information, I already made the mistake of looking at statistics and all that. I am going to stay away from those because you're right, I am not a statistic. I am going to give it my all, fight, and defeat this.
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- September 12, 2016 at 7:50 pm
Thanks for your comment. I also am "New and Scared", and glad I found this forum.
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- September 12, 2016 at 7:50 pm
Thanks for your comment. I also am "New and Scared", and glad I found this forum.
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- September 12, 2016 at 7:50 pm
Thanks for your comment. I also am "New and Scared", and glad I found this forum.
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- September 4, 2016 at 5:14 am
I'm not an expert but thought I would try to ease your mind a little bit. After diagnosis of melanoma they will do a wide local excision where they remove the area of the melanoma. (The problem with a shave biopsy followed by a punch biopsy is that they cannot accurately say what the initial depth was because they didn't get the entire depth during the shave. They cannot just add the 2 together.) The primary stage which is based on the biopsy results determines how wide the margins have to be (how much tissure they have to remove around the site of the melanoma). A SNB is done based on the results of the initial biopsy as well. The results of the SNB, if it is done, are used to determine staging so your stage may change after that tissue is biopsied. As in everything SNB is not 100% accurate. Up to this point most of these procedures are done by general surgeons or plastic surgeons unless the melanoma is in an area where a specialist is required (like head or face). Melanoma specialists become very important once all the biopsy information is received because their knowledge of treatment options and drug trials is up to date. I guess I would say you should start asking questions now. Ask about everything. Ask about the surgery. Exactly what they are going to do, how they are going to do it and how long will it take to recover. Ask/Demand a melanoma specialist for consultation after the biopsy results are in. Start now so if they refuse you can appeal it while you are healing from surgery. Melanoma is scary and time is important. The sooner you take control of the course of your treatment the better. There is a lot of information on this site. In terms of treatment options for stages I and II there are none except watch and wait. For stage III there are limited treatment options as most people at stage III are NED (no evidence of disease) after surgery. This is where a melanoma specialist has knowledge that regular doctors or medical oncologists do not. Oh, and don't read the statistics for survival on the internet. They are no longer accurate and you are not a statistic.
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- September 4, 2016 at 8:27 am
Hi Fressia
Sorry to hear you are in this situation – it must be hard being away from home. The thing with melanoma is that depth is all-important – even fractions of millimetres can make a difference. While it's confined to the very uppermost layer of the skin – epidermis – it's called 'in situ' and in theory has no potential to spread. The minute it starts to invade into deeper layers of skin – in other words, the minute someone gives you a Breslow depth – the melanoma has the potential to spread. Granted, in thin melanomas it's a very small potential, but anything with a Breslow depth is concerning. The difficult part of your predicament is that you have no accurate Breslow depth – that first shave biopsy cut the melanoma off at the base so there's no telling how deep it was. Maybe it was just a hair's breadth deeper, or mayber much deeper, you'll never know. Like someone else said, now that the first biopsy has been done, you can't just add the second to it and get an answer. The chance for accurate depth measurement is gone. So, to be prudent, a SLNB is a really great idea and it's excellent that it's being offered to you. Also, mitosis of anything equal to or more than one is considered riskier. Yours is 3, so again, it's really good advice to get that SLNB. Don't be scared of the WLE – it's just chunking out more skin – it's a bad hour and a few stitches and a big scar (8cm) but honestly, within a few weeks it's all behind you. I've never had a SLNB but it's very selective and hopefully not too hard to recover from. The WLE gets rid of any residual melanoma cells near the site of the mole, the SLNB tells you whether some cells have managed to reach the lymph system and make their way to the lymph node where this area drains. They do need to be done close together – you can't get a WLE and then months later a SLNB – I think often it's done same day or at least close together for increased accuracy. They need to inject die at the site and track it to see which lymph node the area drains to (the sentinel node) and this is the node they remove and test. Is the punch biopsy for a different mole? I don't really think you'd get a punch biopsy of the same site, you'd go from shave to WLE. If it's a different site, don't worry about it until you get the result. There's every chance its perfectly normal. Also, don't worry about that SLNB too much. There's a good chance it's clear, which makes you quite probably stage 1b, and nothing further is required. If the SLNB was not clear, that might be the time to get onto a melanoma specialist. It's horrible uncertainty right now, just hang in there and be strong and manage things if and when they happen. Hopes and prayers to you – you are not alone.
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- September 4, 2016 at 8:27 am
Hi Fressia
Sorry to hear you are in this situation – it must be hard being away from home. The thing with melanoma is that depth is all-important – even fractions of millimetres can make a difference. While it's confined to the very uppermost layer of the skin – epidermis – it's called 'in situ' and in theory has no potential to spread. The minute it starts to invade into deeper layers of skin – in other words, the minute someone gives you a Breslow depth – the melanoma has the potential to spread. Granted, in thin melanomas it's a very small potential, but anything with a Breslow depth is concerning. The difficult part of your predicament is that you have no accurate Breslow depth – that first shave biopsy cut the melanoma off at the base so there's no telling how deep it was. Maybe it was just a hair's breadth deeper, or mayber much deeper, you'll never know. Like someone else said, now that the first biopsy has been done, you can't just add the second to it and get an answer. The chance for accurate depth measurement is gone. So, to be prudent, a SLNB is a really great idea and it's excellent that it's being offered to you. Also, mitosis of anything equal to or more than one is considered riskier. Yours is 3, so again, it's really good advice to get that SLNB. Don't be scared of the WLE – it's just chunking out more skin – it's a bad hour and a few stitches and a big scar (8cm) but honestly, within a few weeks it's all behind you. I've never had a SLNB but it's very selective and hopefully not too hard to recover from. The WLE gets rid of any residual melanoma cells near the site of the mole, the SLNB tells you whether some cells have managed to reach the lymph system and make their way to the lymph node where this area drains. They do need to be done close together – you can't get a WLE and then months later a SLNB – I think often it's done same day or at least close together for increased accuracy. They need to inject die at the site and track it to see which lymph node the area drains to (the sentinel node) and this is the node they remove and test. Is the punch biopsy for a different mole? I don't really think you'd get a punch biopsy of the same site, you'd go from shave to WLE. If it's a different site, don't worry about it until you get the result. There's every chance its perfectly normal. Also, don't worry about that SLNB too much. There's a good chance it's clear, which makes you quite probably stage 1b, and nothing further is required. If the SLNB was not clear, that might be the time to get onto a melanoma specialist. It's horrible uncertainty right now, just hang in there and be strong and manage things if and when they happen. Hopes and prayers to you – you are not alone.
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- September 4, 2016 at 8:27 am
Hi Fressia
Sorry to hear you are in this situation – it must be hard being away from home. The thing with melanoma is that depth is all-important – even fractions of millimetres can make a difference. While it's confined to the very uppermost layer of the skin – epidermis – it's called 'in situ' and in theory has no potential to spread. The minute it starts to invade into deeper layers of skin – in other words, the minute someone gives you a Breslow depth – the melanoma has the potential to spread. Granted, in thin melanomas it's a very small potential, but anything with a Breslow depth is concerning. The difficult part of your predicament is that you have no accurate Breslow depth – that first shave biopsy cut the melanoma off at the base so there's no telling how deep it was. Maybe it was just a hair's breadth deeper, or mayber much deeper, you'll never know. Like someone else said, now that the first biopsy has been done, you can't just add the second to it and get an answer. The chance for accurate depth measurement is gone. So, to be prudent, a SLNB is a really great idea and it's excellent that it's being offered to you. Also, mitosis of anything equal to or more than one is considered riskier. Yours is 3, so again, it's really good advice to get that SLNB. Don't be scared of the WLE – it's just chunking out more skin – it's a bad hour and a few stitches and a big scar (8cm) but honestly, within a few weeks it's all behind you. I've never had a SLNB but it's very selective and hopefully not too hard to recover from. The WLE gets rid of any residual melanoma cells near the site of the mole, the SLNB tells you whether some cells have managed to reach the lymph system and make their way to the lymph node where this area drains. They do need to be done close together – you can't get a WLE and then months later a SLNB – I think often it's done same day or at least close together for increased accuracy. They need to inject die at the site and track it to see which lymph node the area drains to (the sentinel node) and this is the node they remove and test. Is the punch biopsy for a different mole? I don't really think you'd get a punch biopsy of the same site, you'd go from shave to WLE. If it's a different site, don't worry about it until you get the result. There's every chance its perfectly normal. Also, don't worry about that SLNB too much. There's a good chance it's clear, which makes you quite probably stage 1b, and nothing further is required. If the SLNB was not clear, that might be the time to get onto a melanoma specialist. It's horrible uncertainty right now, just hang in there and be strong and manage things if and when they happen. Hopes and prayers to you – you are not alone.
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- September 4, 2016 at 9:54 am
Thank you for the information! I wish I would have known about all this before so I could have requested a punch biopsy! What gets me is that the doctor thought about doing a punch biopsy and then decided to shave it because it looked so superficial. When I asked why do they just not punch them all she said that they shave 100's of them and maybe only 1 or 2 actually come back as melanoma….great…I was that one or two!
Yes, they punched the same area….not exactly the same area but slightly next to it. Super bummed that I will not receive an accurate Breslow's but I so far my surgeon and doctors seem to be preparing treatments as aggresavily as possible by recommending the SLNB now even without further information.
it is good to know I am not alone and there is a support group such as this one!
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- September 4, 2016 at 9:54 am
Thank you for the information! I wish I would have known about all this before so I could have requested a punch biopsy! What gets me is that the doctor thought about doing a punch biopsy and then decided to shave it because it looked so superficial. When I asked why do they just not punch them all she said that they shave 100's of them and maybe only 1 or 2 actually come back as melanoma….great…I was that one or two!
Yes, they punched the same area….not exactly the same area but slightly next to it. Super bummed that I will not receive an accurate Breslow's but I so far my surgeon and doctors seem to be preparing treatments as aggresavily as possible by recommending the SLNB now even without further information.
it is good to know I am not alone and there is a support group such as this one!
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- September 4, 2016 at 9:54 am
Thank you for the information! I wish I would have known about all this before so I could have requested a punch biopsy! What gets me is that the doctor thought about doing a punch biopsy and then decided to shave it because it looked so superficial. When I asked why do they just not punch them all she said that they shave 100's of them and maybe only 1 or 2 actually come back as melanoma….great…I was that one or two!
Yes, they punched the same area….not exactly the same area but slightly next to it. Super bummed that I will not receive an accurate Breslow's but I so far my surgeon and doctors seem to be preparing treatments as aggresavily as possible by recommending the SLNB now even without further information.
it is good to know I am not alone and there is a support group such as this one!
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- September 5, 2016 at 2:39 am
No worries. You are pretty much informed now, and in a good place to go forward and hope for the best but be prepared for any other eventuality. The punch slightly next to it is a mystery to me, unless there was another mole/freckle there to biopsy. From a melanoma diagnosis, the next step is a WLE, and 1cm of skin all around will be removed. It doesn't make a lot of sense to do a punch biopsy on skin that is going to be totally removed and sent to pathology anyway. Good luck with your WLE and SLNB – hoping and praying for a good result.
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- September 5, 2016 at 2:39 am
No worries. You are pretty much informed now, and in a good place to go forward and hope for the best but be prepared for any other eventuality. The punch slightly next to it is a mystery to me, unless there was another mole/freckle there to biopsy. From a melanoma diagnosis, the next step is a WLE, and 1cm of skin all around will be removed. It doesn't make a lot of sense to do a punch biopsy on skin that is going to be totally removed and sent to pathology anyway. Good luck with your WLE and SLNB – hoping and praying for a good result.
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- September 5, 2016 at 2:39 am
No worries. You are pretty much informed now, and in a good place to go forward and hope for the best but be prepared for any other eventuality. The punch slightly next to it is a mystery to me, unless there was another mole/freckle there to biopsy. From a melanoma diagnosis, the next step is a WLE, and 1cm of skin all around will be removed. It doesn't make a lot of sense to do a punch biopsy on skin that is going to be totally removed and sent to pathology anyway. Good luck with your WLE and SLNB – hoping and praying for a good result.
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- September 4, 2016 at 5:00 pm
I don't have a whole lot to add to the other comments, but wanted to say hang in there! You've come to the right place to find others that know exactly how you're feeling. I think you're already getting the best care you can get at the moment, for them to suggest a SLNB is great. You will get the WLE and SLNB done the same day, most get general anesthesia. It's an outpatient thing, you don't spend the night in the hospital. Not sure where your mole is located, but if it is on your legs/feet, then mostly likely the lymph nodes biopsied will be in your groin. If it is on your trunk/arms, then the armpits are the typical spot for sentinel nodes, and if it is on your shoulders/head then the neck is the typical area. Mine was on my thigh, so I had my SLNB done in my groin. Had 4 lymph nodes "light up" with the radioactive dye they inject around the mole biopsy site to find the sentinel lymph nodes. (some only have 1 light up and some have multiple). 3 of the 4 were positive for micro met melanoma, meaning it was very small microscopic melanoma cells, putting me at stage 3B. I have been doing Yervoy (Ipi) adjuvant treatment. Just wanted to give you a bit of my story so you know that it's not too scary and you're definitely not alone. (if you want more info on my story you can check out my profile).
Hoping for a clear SLNB, but if not, no worries, there's options out there. I know military insurance can be limiting, I grew up with military insurance, but I am sure there are ways to find a specialist if you so need it. Right now, you just need to focus on getting your surgery and finding out the results of the SLNB. Then, if you have a positive SLNB, finding a melanoma specialist would be the next step.
All the best,
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- September 4, 2016 at 5:00 pm
I don't have a whole lot to add to the other comments, but wanted to say hang in there! You've come to the right place to find others that know exactly how you're feeling. I think you're already getting the best care you can get at the moment, for them to suggest a SLNB is great. You will get the WLE and SLNB done the same day, most get general anesthesia. It's an outpatient thing, you don't spend the night in the hospital. Not sure where your mole is located, but if it is on your legs/feet, then mostly likely the lymph nodes biopsied will be in your groin. If it is on your trunk/arms, then the armpits are the typical spot for sentinel nodes, and if it is on your shoulders/head then the neck is the typical area. Mine was on my thigh, so I had my SLNB done in my groin. Had 4 lymph nodes "light up" with the radioactive dye they inject around the mole biopsy site to find the sentinel lymph nodes. (some only have 1 light up and some have multiple). 3 of the 4 were positive for micro met melanoma, meaning it was very small microscopic melanoma cells, putting me at stage 3B. I have been doing Yervoy (Ipi) adjuvant treatment. Just wanted to give you a bit of my story so you know that it's not too scary and you're definitely not alone. (if you want more info on my story you can check out my profile).
Hoping for a clear SLNB, but if not, no worries, there's options out there. I know military insurance can be limiting, I grew up with military insurance, but I am sure there are ways to find a specialist if you so need it. Right now, you just need to focus on getting your surgery and finding out the results of the SLNB. Then, if you have a positive SLNB, finding a melanoma specialist would be the next step.
All the best,
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- September 4, 2016 at 5:00 pm
I don't have a whole lot to add to the other comments, but wanted to say hang in there! You've come to the right place to find others that know exactly how you're feeling. I think you're already getting the best care you can get at the moment, for them to suggest a SLNB is great. You will get the WLE and SLNB done the same day, most get general anesthesia. It's an outpatient thing, you don't spend the night in the hospital. Not sure where your mole is located, but if it is on your legs/feet, then mostly likely the lymph nodes biopsied will be in your groin. If it is on your trunk/arms, then the armpits are the typical spot for sentinel nodes, and if it is on your shoulders/head then the neck is the typical area. Mine was on my thigh, so I had my SLNB done in my groin. Had 4 lymph nodes "light up" with the radioactive dye they inject around the mole biopsy site to find the sentinel lymph nodes. (some only have 1 light up and some have multiple). 3 of the 4 were positive for micro met melanoma, meaning it was very small microscopic melanoma cells, putting me at stage 3B. I have been doing Yervoy (Ipi) adjuvant treatment. Just wanted to give you a bit of my story so you know that it's not too scary and you're definitely not alone. (if you want more info on my story you can check out my profile).
Hoping for a clear SLNB, but if not, no worries, there's options out there. I know military insurance can be limiting, I grew up with military insurance, but I am sure there are ways to find a specialist if you so need it. Right now, you just need to focus on getting your surgery and finding out the results of the SLNB. Then, if you have a positive SLNB, finding a melanoma specialist would be the next step.
All the best,
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- September 4, 2016 at 8:42 pm
Hi,
Reading your post made we well up a little bit…because it reminded me how difficult and scary those early days were.
In my case, I also had a shave biopsy, which resulted in dianosis of Acral Lentiginous Melanoma. My biopsy was able to capture the full depth of my melanoma though, which was described in the biopsy results as having a Breslow's Depth of 3.7 mm. There was no ulceration present and no evidence of tumor regression or lymphovascular invasion. Also, the Mitotic index was<1/mm2.
Due to the findings of my biopsy, I was immediately put on a plan for SLNB and WLE…because my Breslow's depth was >1mm…almost 4 times the threshold for this extensive treatment.
Since you do not have a definite Breslow's depth and a Mitotic rate >1, you are on the right path having the SLNB and WLE. This is the only way they can complete the determination of the stage of your melanoma diagnosis. I had to wait an agonizing 25 days from my biopsy result to the findings of my SNLB. I hope your wait is shorter than this.
This wait you are going through right now is just awful. In my case, I tried not to dwell on it. I found as many things to distract me from thinking about it as possible…beyond planning for my treatment and taking care of myself.
Be sure that the SNLB is done before the WLE. It is probably going to be done in the same surgical procedure, as were mine.
Once you get your biopsy results of these procedures, you want to get a determination of:
1) SNLB – No histologic immunohistochemical evidence of metastatic melanoma in all lymph nodes tested
2) WLE – No residual invasive malignant melanoma (Clean margins)Write these two statements down and recite them when you are being tormented by fear and uncertainty…Mind of Matter! Also, listen to the Beatles Song "Let it Be." I was singing this song to myself out loud (while totally consumed with fear) when I got the call from my doctor's office telling me that my results were exactly as stated in #1 & 2 above.
Remember that you are not alone in this. We…who have also traveled this path…are right there with you…always!
Best of luck!
Mark
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- September 4, 2016 at 8:42 pm
Hi,
Reading your post made we well up a little bit…because it reminded me how difficult and scary those early days were.
In my case, I also had a shave biopsy, which resulted in dianosis of Acral Lentiginous Melanoma. My biopsy was able to capture the full depth of my melanoma though, which was described in the biopsy results as having a Breslow's Depth of 3.7 mm. There was no ulceration present and no evidence of tumor regression or lymphovascular invasion. Also, the Mitotic index was<1/mm2.
Due to the findings of my biopsy, I was immediately put on a plan for SLNB and WLE…because my Breslow's depth was >1mm…almost 4 times the threshold for this extensive treatment.
Since you do not have a definite Breslow's depth and a Mitotic rate >1, you are on the right path having the SLNB and WLE. This is the only way they can complete the determination of the stage of your melanoma diagnosis. I had to wait an agonizing 25 days from my biopsy result to the findings of my SNLB. I hope your wait is shorter than this.
This wait you are going through right now is just awful. In my case, I tried not to dwell on it. I found as many things to distract me from thinking about it as possible…beyond planning for my treatment and taking care of myself.
Be sure that the SNLB is done before the WLE. It is probably going to be done in the same surgical procedure, as were mine.
Once you get your biopsy results of these procedures, you want to get a determination of:
1) SNLB – No histologic immunohistochemical evidence of metastatic melanoma in all lymph nodes tested
2) WLE – No residual invasive malignant melanoma (Clean margins)Write these two statements down and recite them when you are being tormented by fear and uncertainty…Mind of Matter! Also, listen to the Beatles Song "Let it Be." I was singing this song to myself out loud (while totally consumed with fear) when I got the call from my doctor's office telling me that my results were exactly as stated in #1 & 2 above.
Remember that you are not alone in this. We…who have also traveled this path…are right there with you…always!
Best of luck!
Mark
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- September 4, 2016 at 8:42 pm
Hi,
Reading your post made we well up a little bit…because it reminded me how difficult and scary those early days were.
In my case, I also had a shave biopsy, which resulted in dianosis of Acral Lentiginous Melanoma. My biopsy was able to capture the full depth of my melanoma though, which was described in the biopsy results as having a Breslow's Depth of 3.7 mm. There was no ulceration present and no evidence of tumor regression or lymphovascular invasion. Also, the Mitotic index was<1/mm2.
Due to the findings of my biopsy, I was immediately put on a plan for SLNB and WLE…because my Breslow's depth was >1mm…almost 4 times the threshold for this extensive treatment.
Since you do not have a definite Breslow's depth and a Mitotic rate >1, you are on the right path having the SLNB and WLE. This is the only way they can complete the determination of the stage of your melanoma diagnosis. I had to wait an agonizing 25 days from my biopsy result to the findings of my SNLB. I hope your wait is shorter than this.
This wait you are going through right now is just awful. In my case, I tried not to dwell on it. I found as many things to distract me from thinking about it as possible…beyond planning for my treatment and taking care of myself.
Be sure that the SNLB is done before the WLE. It is probably going to be done in the same surgical procedure, as were mine.
Once you get your biopsy results of these procedures, you want to get a determination of:
1) SNLB – No histologic immunohistochemical evidence of metastatic melanoma in all lymph nodes tested
2) WLE – No residual invasive malignant melanoma (Clean margins)Write these two statements down and recite them when you are being tormented by fear and uncertainty…Mind of Matter! Also, listen to the Beatles Song "Let it Be." I was singing this song to myself out loud (while totally consumed with fear) when I got the call from my doctor's office telling me that my results were exactly as stated in #1 & 2 above.
Remember that you are not alone in this. We…who have also traveled this path…are right there with you…always!
Best of luck!
Mark
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