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    DeniseK
    Participant

      Hello Everyone,

      Hello Everyone,

      The last couple of days have been really hard.  My PET came back with significant growth on existing tumor and several new lesions.  The report didn't get specific on all lesions just the larger ones which are in my lungs.  My MRI came back with 6 new mets.  I now have 7, they did SRS on the 2 big ones which were around 12mm.  The other 5 are at 1mm-5mm.  I found out the machine in Sacramento doesn't narrow down to a field smaller than 5mm so I am seeing a radiologist specialist in San Fran that Dr. Minor referred me to.  Hopefully we can zap the remaining mets and get me back to stable for 8 weeks to get into an Anti PD 1 trial.  I asked about them fast tracking the drug for FDA approval and Dr. Minor thinks it could still take a year.  I hope it's sooner for all of us who need it quickly.

      I saw Dr. Minor in San Fran and he said it could be the Z stopped working but hard to tell since I was taking such a low dose.  I have now been on full dose for about a week.  The tumor on my arm appears to be getting smaller but I could be just wishful thinking, but it's not growing!!  

      Dr. Minor recommended that I start IPI next week, the drug has been ordered and I will receive my first infusion next week some time.  Dr. Minor wants me to take 1/2 dose of Z while on IPI.  They're going to monitor my blood work closely

      Here's where I have some questions.  My doctor in Sac said if this doesn't work we will probably be looking at hospice.  He asked me where I'd like to go, into a hospital or at home?  I totally lost it!!  I really hate my doctor for putting me through that at this time.  He feels like the IPI won't break the brain barrier and I can do SRS but the odds are I won't stay stable for 8 weeks to get into a trial.  He said he feels like it's a 10% chance this will work.  Dr. Minor didn't say any of this to me but my doctor said he discussed hopice with him because of the rate of growth of tumors.  

      I've been reading stories on here where it appears people are far worse off than me and their doctors aren't giving up.  They are going on Temodar, the new BRAF or MEK inhibitors, Chemo, etc. I'm going back to see Dr. Minor on July 5th but the way my regular onc talked he feels like it's a waste of time.  I told my family to prepare for the worst, I cried my eyes out yesterday, so much so my eyes were swollen shut this morning.  Now I feel like my doctor is just not informed on what is going on in the Melanoma world of treatments.  I have a call into Dr. Minor's office to ask him if he's ready to give up, because of they are giving up on me then I need another doctor who will fight just as hard as me!!!  

      Has anyone gone through Z stopping?  If so what did you do next?  What were the results?  Did you have brain mets?  Trials?  Please share with me so I can get my hope back and stop crying!  

      All my best,

      Denise

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        kpcollins31
        Participant

          Sorry to hear of all you are going through. I do not have the experience to offer next step advice on treatment so hopefully others will chime in. Yogi Berra once said "It ain't over till it's over." Don't lose hope – you never know what can happen next.

          Kevin

          kpcollins31
          Participant

            Sorry to hear of all you are going through. I do not have the experience to offer next step advice on treatment so hopefully others will chime in. Yogi Berra once said "It ain't over till it's over." Don't lose hope – you never know what can happen next.

            Kevin

            kpcollins31
            Participant

              Sorry to hear of all you are going through. I do not have the experience to offer next step advice on treatment so hopefully others will chime in. Yogi Berra once said "It ain't over till it's over." Don't lose hope – you never know what can happen next.

              Kevin

              kkhalsten
              Participant

                Hi Denise, you are an inspiration to me over these last several months- I'm praying for the right treatment and doc to come into your life at Godspeed….cry, get angry, do whatever you need to do but I"M NOT GIVING UP ON YOU. Stay strong. heart

                kkhalsten
                Participant

                  Hi Denise, you are an inspiration to me over these last several months- I'm praying for the right treatment and doc to come into your life at Godspeed….cry, get angry, do whatever you need to do but I"M NOT GIVING UP ON YOU. Stay strong. heart

                  kkhalsten
                  Participant

                    Hi Denise, you are an inspiration to me over these last several months- I'm praying for the right treatment and doc to come into your life at Godspeed….cry, get angry, do whatever you need to do but I"M NOT GIVING UP ON YOU. Stay strong. heart

                    kylez
                    Participant

                      Hi Denise,

                      1) Great that you're being referred to a higher resolution SRS location. Sounds like San Fran is the place to be, not Sac.

                      2) While IPI (and IL-2 for that matter) don't cross the blood brain barrier, reputable sources (you've probably heard this) say the immune cells that get boosted are what matters, and they do. 

                      3) Doing radiation and SRS at the same time is thought to boost the overall effect of both.

                      I know none of this is guaranteed, but I think Dr. Minor would agree that there's a lot of ammo, many arrows in the quiver yet to be employed, including those you've listed.

                      Best, Kyle 

                      kylez
                      Participant

                        Hi Denise,

                        1) Great that you're being referred to a higher resolution SRS location. Sounds like San Fran is the place to be, not Sac.

                        2) While IPI (and IL-2 for that matter) don't cross the blood brain barrier, reputable sources (you've probably heard this) say the immune cells that get boosted are what matters, and they do. 

                        3) Doing radiation and SRS at the same time is thought to boost the overall effect of both.

                        I know none of this is guaranteed, but I think Dr. Minor would agree that there's a lot of ammo, many arrows in the quiver yet to be employed, including those you've listed.

                        Best, Kyle 

                        kylez
                        Participant

                          Hi Denise,

                          1) Great that you're being referred to a higher resolution SRS location. Sounds like San Fran is the place to be, not Sac.

                          2) While IPI (and IL-2 for that matter) don't cross the blood brain barrier, reputable sources (you've probably heard this) say the immune cells that get boosted are what matters, and they do. 

                          3) Doing radiation and SRS at the same time is thought to boost the overall effect of both.

                          I know none of this is guaranteed, but I think Dr. Minor would agree that there's a lot of ammo, many arrows in the quiver yet to be employed, including those you've listed.

                          Best, Kyle 

                          POW
                          Participant

                            O-o-o-h-h-h, Denise! Poor honey! You really did have a bad week, didn't you? What you need now is a big hug (( HUG!! heart)). Actually, a lot of hugs. I hope you are getting them from your friends and family.

                            It's always a blow when we get disappointing scan results. Even when we half expect it, it's a real downer when you see progression on the scans. That's normal. And as for you general oncolgist in Sacramento? Well, my mother always told me that the words I have in mind are not lady-like, so I won't say them. 

                            Look at it this way… I'm sure you have read dozens of posts on this forum from people who are newly diagnosed with Stage IV melanoma. They always ask, "What do I need to do?" And we always say, "First, get yourself to a treatment center that has a whole team specializing in melanoma." We always say that, right? The reason is, general oncologists work with all different kinds of cancer– breast cancer, lung cancer, colon cancer, etc. etc. For a cancer whose treatment is  fairly standardized, that's proably OK. Or for someone who is on a maintenace dose of some drug. A general oncologist can monitor overall health, side effects, blood tests, etc. 

                            But melanoma has no "standard" treatment. It's always been a weird bugger, and a lot of new and different tests and treatments have been coming out in the last 2 or 3 years with even more now in clinical trials. How can you expect a general oncologist to keep up with all that stuff? And keep up with new developments in breast cancer and lung cancer and colon cancer, and so on. That's just not humanly possible. 

                            If your local oncologist seems to be throwing up his hands and saying, "There's nothing more I can do." that's becase he's tried everything HE knows. It does NOT mean that he has tried everything out there! As Al would say, his quiver is empty.''

                            I assume that getting to San Francisco is a hassle for you. However, I think that it is now clear that Dr. Minor has more experience with melanoma, he has a whole team of radiation oncologists, medical oncologists, neurologists, etc with melanoma experience, and he's "up" on the literature and the clinical trials. I think he is going to have to become your primary melanoma doctor now. He still has a lot of arrows in his quiver. 

                            As for hospice, I'm a firm believer that anyone diagnosed with Stage IV melanoma should sign up for home hospice care. They provide so much help and support. They're really nice and really do understand the physical and emotional  complexities and the side effects of cancer treatment. It used to be that hospice would only take you if you had reached the end of the line for treatments and were just waiting to die. But in recent years (I think because of a change in Medicare and Medicaid rules), many hospcie organizations started taking people who are stil being treated. They just make your life a whole lot easier while you are undergoing treatment. And if you recover, you just say, "Thank you very much. Good bye" and that's that. 

                            I am very, very glad that you asserted yourself and discovered that you need to more sophisticated SRS machine than you could get in Sacramento. Good for you! Now be just as assertive and make Dr. Minor your primary melanoma doctor. You're not done– not by a long shot! You're just got to get with a winning team. Remember– you are bound and determined to go to Hawaii this Fall, aren't you?! Well, gird your loins and make it happen.

                              awillett1991
                              Participant
                                Denise, concentrate on first things first. – get those little buggers zapped and Ipi is a great option so focus on that working for you!

                                For your plan B, Be sure to get as many trial requirements as you can over the phone. They will want you off all chemo for a certain period of time called a “wash” period before you can start anything. I had to be off Zel for 4 wks – scary. All the timing and requirements are very tricky. I’m on a Merck trial, and only had to have 4 wks stable brain MRI to start. I had a tiny bit of inflammation, so I had 2 MRIs, 4 wks apart to submit with my trial application. I am cautiously optimistic with each new day and praising God.

                                I will pray for you Denise.

                                Amy

                                awillett1991
                                Participant
                                  Denise, concentrate on first things first. – get those little buggers zapped and Ipi is a great option so focus on that working for you!

                                  For your plan B, Be sure to get as many trial requirements as you can over the phone. They will want you off all chemo for a certain period of time called a “wash” period before you can start anything. I had to be off Zel for 4 wks – scary. All the timing and requirements are very tricky. I’m on a Merck trial, and only had to have 4 wks stable brain MRI to start. I had a tiny bit of inflammation, so I had 2 MRIs, 4 wks apart to submit with my trial application. I am cautiously optimistic with each new day and praising God.

                                  I will pray for you Denise.

                                  Amy

                                  awillett1991
                                  Participant
                                    Denise, concentrate on first things first. – get those little buggers zapped and Ipi is a great option so focus on that working for you!

                                    For your plan B, Be sure to get as many trial requirements as you can over the phone. They will want you off all chemo for a certain period of time called a “wash” period before you can start anything. I had to be off Zel for 4 wks – scary. All the timing and requirements are very tricky. I’m on a Merck trial, and only had to have 4 wks stable brain MRI to start. I had a tiny bit of inflammation, so I had 2 MRIs, 4 wks apart to submit with my trial application. I am cautiously optimistic with each new day and praising God.

                                    I will pray for you Denise.

                                    Amy

                                  POW
                                  Participant

                                    O-o-o-h-h-h, Denise! Poor honey! You really did have a bad week, didn't you? What you need now is a big hug (( HUG!! heart)). Actually, a lot of hugs. I hope you are getting them from your friends and family.

                                    It's always a blow when we get disappointing scan results. Even when we half expect it, it's a real downer when you see progression on the scans. That's normal. And as for you general oncolgist in Sacramento? Well, my mother always told me that the words I have in mind are not lady-like, so I won't say them. 

                                    Look at it this way… I'm sure you have read dozens of posts on this forum from people who are newly diagnosed with Stage IV melanoma. They always ask, "What do I need to do?" And we always say, "First, get yourself to a treatment center that has a whole team specializing in melanoma." We always say that, right? The reason is, general oncologists work with all different kinds of cancer– breast cancer, lung cancer, colon cancer, etc. etc. For a cancer whose treatment is  fairly standardized, that's proably OK. Or for someone who is on a maintenace dose of some drug. A general oncologist can monitor overall health, side effects, blood tests, etc. 

                                    But melanoma has no "standard" treatment. It's always been a weird bugger, and a lot of new and different tests and treatments have been coming out in the last 2 or 3 years with even more now in clinical trials. How can you expect a general oncologist to keep up with all that stuff? And keep up with new developments in breast cancer and lung cancer and colon cancer, and so on. That's just not humanly possible. 

                                    If your local oncologist seems to be throwing up his hands and saying, "There's nothing more I can do." that's becase he's tried everything HE knows. It does NOT mean that he has tried everything out there! As Al would say, his quiver is empty.''

                                    I assume that getting to San Francisco is a hassle for you. However, I think that it is now clear that Dr. Minor has more experience with melanoma, he has a whole team of radiation oncologists, medical oncologists, neurologists, etc with melanoma experience, and he's "up" on the literature and the clinical trials. I think he is going to have to become your primary melanoma doctor now. He still has a lot of arrows in his quiver. 

                                    As for hospice, I'm a firm believer that anyone diagnosed with Stage IV melanoma should sign up for home hospice care. They provide so much help and support. They're really nice and really do understand the physical and emotional  complexities and the side effects of cancer treatment. It used to be that hospice would only take you if you had reached the end of the line for treatments and were just waiting to die. But in recent years (I think because of a change in Medicare and Medicaid rules), many hospcie organizations started taking people who are stil being treated. They just make your life a whole lot easier while you are undergoing treatment. And if you recover, you just say, "Thank you very much. Good bye" and that's that. 

                                    I am very, very glad that you asserted yourself and discovered that you need to more sophisticated SRS machine than you could get in Sacramento. Good for you! Now be just as assertive and make Dr. Minor your primary melanoma doctor. You're not done– not by a long shot! You're just got to get with a winning team. Remember– you are bound and determined to go to Hawaii this Fall, aren't you?! Well, gird your loins and make it happen.

                                    POW
                                    Participant

                                      O-o-o-h-h-h, Denise! Poor honey! You really did have a bad week, didn't you? What you need now is a big hug (( HUG!! heart)). Actually, a lot of hugs. I hope you are getting them from your friends and family.

                                      It's always a blow when we get disappointing scan results. Even when we half expect it, it's a real downer when you see progression on the scans. That's normal. And as for you general oncolgist in Sacramento? Well, my mother always told me that the words I have in mind are not lady-like, so I won't say them. 

                                      Look at it this way… I'm sure you have read dozens of posts on this forum from people who are newly diagnosed with Stage IV melanoma. They always ask, "What do I need to do?" And we always say, "First, get yourself to a treatment center that has a whole team specializing in melanoma." We always say that, right? The reason is, general oncologists work with all different kinds of cancer– breast cancer, lung cancer, colon cancer, etc. etc. For a cancer whose treatment is  fairly standardized, that's proably OK. Or for someone who is on a maintenace dose of some drug. A general oncologist can monitor overall health, side effects, blood tests, etc. 

                                      But melanoma has no "standard" treatment. It's always been a weird bugger, and a lot of new and different tests and treatments have been coming out in the last 2 or 3 years with even more now in clinical trials. How can you expect a general oncologist to keep up with all that stuff? And keep up with new developments in breast cancer and lung cancer and colon cancer, and so on. That's just not humanly possible. 

                                      If your local oncologist seems to be throwing up his hands and saying, "There's nothing more I can do." that's becase he's tried everything HE knows. It does NOT mean that he has tried everything out there! As Al would say, his quiver is empty.''

                                      I assume that getting to San Francisco is a hassle for you. However, I think that it is now clear that Dr. Minor has more experience with melanoma, he has a whole team of radiation oncologists, medical oncologists, neurologists, etc with melanoma experience, and he's "up" on the literature and the clinical trials. I think he is going to have to become your primary melanoma doctor now. He still has a lot of arrows in his quiver. 

                                      As for hospice, I'm a firm believer that anyone diagnosed with Stage IV melanoma should sign up for home hospice care. They provide so much help and support. They're really nice and really do understand the physical and emotional  complexities and the side effects of cancer treatment. It used to be that hospice would only take you if you had reached the end of the line for treatments and were just waiting to die. But in recent years (I think because of a change in Medicare and Medicaid rules), many hospcie organizations started taking people who are stil being treated. They just make your life a whole lot easier while you are undergoing treatment. And if you recover, you just say, "Thank you very much. Good bye" and that's that. 

                                      I am very, very glad that you asserted yourself and discovered that you need to more sophisticated SRS machine than you could get in Sacramento. Good for you! Now be just as assertive and make Dr. Minor your primary melanoma doctor. You're not done– not by a long shot! You're just got to get with a winning team. Remember– you are bound and determined to go to Hawaii this Fall, aren't you?! Well, gird your loins and make it happen.

                                      Owl
                                      Participant

                                        Denise,

                                        I remember your first post on this board, not knowing what to do, not knowing what melanoma mean, not knowing how to deal with the health insurance. After a couple of weeks you had educated yourself so well that you seemed to be one of the experts here. You are amazing! Your situation now is still frightning, I can imagine, but you are so strong that I believe you are some of the people that can really beat the beast. Keep sticking to your plan, decide what you want (some help at home might be good to easen normal day life), but never never let other people give you up when you are not ready to give up!

                                        Send you positive thaughts over the Atlantic,

                                        Jenny

                                        Owl
                                        Participant

                                          Denise,

                                          I remember your first post on this board, not knowing what to do, not knowing what melanoma mean, not knowing how to deal with the health insurance. After a couple of weeks you had educated yourself so well that you seemed to be one of the experts here. You are amazing! Your situation now is still frightning, I can imagine, but you are so strong that I believe you are some of the people that can really beat the beast. Keep sticking to your plan, decide what you want (some help at home might be good to easen normal day life), but never never let other people give you up when you are not ready to give up!

                                          Send you positive thaughts over the Atlantic,

                                          Jenny

                                          Owl
                                          Participant

                                            Denise,

                                            I remember your first post on this board, not knowing what to do, not knowing what melanoma mean, not knowing how to deal with the health insurance. After a couple of weeks you had educated yourself so well that you seemed to be one of the experts here. You are amazing! Your situation now is still frightning, I can imagine, but you are so strong that I believe you are some of the people that can really beat the beast. Keep sticking to your plan, decide what you want (some help at home might be good to easen normal day life), but never never let other people give you up when you are not ready to give up!

                                            Send you positive thaughts over the Atlantic,

                                            Jenny

                                            5374brian
                                            Participant

                                              The roller coaster is very crazy at times. My wife is 35 and we have been down the hospice road. That was a very hard time until we meet with the team in our area and realized how convient it made things while she recovered from surgery. She is stage 4 and has not had a great response to IPI. During IPI treatments she had little to no side effects. IPI can take many months to show a response.She recovered from surgery with 4 stars and now we have said good bye to Hospice as POW mentioned. We were checked for the Merck PD1 trial but turned down and now are in discussion with BMS PD1 clinical trial. We are scheduled for July 7th to start. Just keep fighting as are we and doors seem to always be opeining. 

                                              5374brian
                                              Participant

                                                The roller coaster is very crazy at times. My wife is 35 and we have been down the hospice road. That was a very hard time until we meet with the team in our area and realized how convient it made things while she recovered from surgery. She is stage 4 and has not had a great response to IPI. During IPI treatments she had little to no side effects. IPI can take many months to show a response.She recovered from surgery with 4 stars and now we have said good bye to Hospice as POW mentioned. We were checked for the Merck PD1 trial but turned down and now are in discussion with BMS PD1 clinical trial. We are scheduled for July 7th to start. Just keep fighting as are we and doors seem to always be opeining. 

                                                5374brian
                                                Participant

                                                  The roller coaster is very crazy at times. My wife is 35 and we have been down the hospice road. That was a very hard time until we meet with the team in our area and realized how convient it made things while she recovered from surgery. She is stage 4 and has not had a great response to IPI. During IPI treatments she had little to no side effects. IPI can take many months to show a response.She recovered from surgery with 4 stars and now we have said good bye to Hospice as POW mentioned. We were checked for the Merck PD1 trial but turned down and now are in discussion with BMS PD1 clinical trial. We are scheduled for July 7th to start. Just keep fighting as are we and doors seem to always be opeining. 

                                                  ecc26
                                                  Participant

                                                    Hi,

                                                    I'm so sorry to hear this news, but you do still have options. One of the previous responses was correct about Ipi not crossing into the brain, but they were also correct that it's the immune cells that matter and they DO cross into the brain. I am a scientific person and often rely on reading the medical/scientific research when discussing options with my local and specialist oncologists. I am also 2/3 of the way through a 3 week course of WBR (for 7+ brain mets) and started Ipi myself just over a week ago. There was one clinical trial conducted with Ipi looking specifically at patients with brain mets. The results showed that people with brain mets responded at the same rate as those without brain mets (roughly 20% or so of the patients got a response from Ipi), but for those that got a response, the tumor shrinkage/control in the brain was just as good as it was in the rest of the body. So even though the drug doesn't cross into the brain, if you get a response from Ipi with other mets you should get just as good a response in your brain. Hopefully with the Ipi and some SRS you'll beat it back and continue on enjoying life.

                                                    If Ipi doesn't do it, there's still the chemo options, which do work very well for some people- including in the brain. Before I was diagnosed, one of my mentors was a melanoma survivor who had brain mets. At the time of her diagnosis there was no Ipi, no BRAF inhibitors, no PD1, not even IL2 or interferon. She got WBR and chemo and has had no recurrance for over 20 years, so it does happen. Don't give up hope. If nothing else, maybe these therapies will hold you stable long enough to get into a trial. I'm hoping for the same (well, I'm hoping for a good response from Ipi for both of us, but at the very least a chance at trials) for myself. 

                                                    You're not out of options yet. Though it may be a good idea to think about the possibility of hopice, etc should the need arise I don't think you should give up yet. Keep fighting- you never know what might be the miracle drug for you.

                                                    -Eva

                                                    ecc26
                                                    Participant

                                                      Hi,

                                                      I'm so sorry to hear this news, but you do still have options. One of the previous responses was correct about Ipi not crossing into the brain, but they were also correct that it's the immune cells that matter and they DO cross into the brain. I am a scientific person and often rely on reading the medical/scientific research when discussing options with my local and specialist oncologists. I am also 2/3 of the way through a 3 week course of WBR (for 7+ brain mets) and started Ipi myself just over a week ago. There was one clinical trial conducted with Ipi looking specifically at patients with brain mets. The results showed that people with brain mets responded at the same rate as those without brain mets (roughly 20% or so of the patients got a response from Ipi), but for those that got a response, the tumor shrinkage/control in the brain was just as good as it was in the rest of the body. So even though the drug doesn't cross into the brain, if you get a response from Ipi with other mets you should get just as good a response in your brain. Hopefully with the Ipi and some SRS you'll beat it back and continue on enjoying life.

                                                      If Ipi doesn't do it, there's still the chemo options, which do work very well for some people- including in the brain. Before I was diagnosed, one of my mentors was a melanoma survivor who had brain mets. At the time of her diagnosis there was no Ipi, no BRAF inhibitors, no PD1, not even IL2 or interferon. She got WBR and chemo and has had no recurrance for over 20 years, so it does happen. Don't give up hope. If nothing else, maybe these therapies will hold you stable long enough to get into a trial. I'm hoping for the same (well, I'm hoping for a good response from Ipi for both of us, but at the very least a chance at trials) for myself. 

                                                      You're not out of options yet. Though it may be a good idea to think about the possibility of hopice, etc should the need arise I don't think you should give up yet. Keep fighting- you never know what might be the miracle drug for you.

                                                      -Eva

                                                      ecc26
                                                      Participant

                                                        Hi,

                                                        I'm so sorry to hear this news, but you do still have options. One of the previous responses was correct about Ipi not crossing into the brain, but they were also correct that it's the immune cells that matter and they DO cross into the brain. I am a scientific person and often rely on reading the medical/scientific research when discussing options with my local and specialist oncologists. I am also 2/3 of the way through a 3 week course of WBR (for 7+ brain mets) and started Ipi myself just over a week ago. There was one clinical trial conducted with Ipi looking specifically at patients with brain mets. The results showed that people with brain mets responded at the same rate as those without brain mets (roughly 20% or so of the patients got a response from Ipi), but for those that got a response, the tumor shrinkage/control in the brain was just as good as it was in the rest of the body. So even though the drug doesn't cross into the brain, if you get a response from Ipi with other mets you should get just as good a response in your brain. Hopefully with the Ipi and some SRS you'll beat it back and continue on enjoying life.

                                                        If Ipi doesn't do it, there's still the chemo options, which do work very well for some people- including in the brain. Before I was diagnosed, one of my mentors was a melanoma survivor who had brain mets. At the time of her diagnosis there was no Ipi, no BRAF inhibitors, no PD1, not even IL2 or interferon. She got WBR and chemo and has had no recurrance for over 20 years, so it does happen. Don't give up hope. If nothing else, maybe these therapies will hold you stable long enough to get into a trial. I'm hoping for the same (well, I'm hoping for a good response from Ipi for both of us, but at the very least a chance at trials) for myself. 

                                                        You're not out of options yet. Though it may be a good idea to think about the possibility of hopice, etc should the need arise I don't think you should give up yet. Keep fighting- you never know what might be the miracle drug for you.

                                                        -Eva

                                                        Brendan
                                                        Participant

                                                          Hi Denise,

                                                          I agree with Kyle, there seem to be too many options that you have not yet tried and it appears Dr Minor has more knowledge (I am on the east coast so I am just going by what I have read in this site).  Don't give up and keep fighting.  YOU are the boss, and you have final say. 

                                                          Brendan

                                                          Brendan
                                                          Participant

                                                            Hi Denise,

                                                            I agree with Kyle, there seem to be too many options that you have not yet tried and it appears Dr Minor has more knowledge (I am on the east coast so I am just going by what I have read in this site).  Don't give up and keep fighting.  YOU are the boss, and you have final say. 

                                                            Brendan

                                                            Brendan
                                                            Participant

                                                              Hi Denise,

                                                              I agree with Kyle, there seem to be too many options that you have not yet tried and it appears Dr Minor has more knowledge (I am on the east coast so I am just going by what I have read in this site).  Don't give up and keep fighting.  YOU are the boss, and you have final say. 

                                                              Brendan

                                                              DeniseK
                                                              Participant

                                                                Thank you all so much!!  Your right Pat my regular oncologist did this to me before when I had 1 brain met 7 months ago.  He told me people don't survive brain mets past 6-10 months.  He says he wants to be honest with me.  I honestly don't think he knows because he said to stay positive they've come a long way with radiation and treatments.  Totally confusing!!  Dr. Minor did say we are running out of time. I called the trial for Anti PD 1 and they said stable brain for 8 weeks and I'm in (as long as there's an opening somewhere).  So the plan is start IPI next week,  San Fran on July 5th, hopefully the radiation specialist will get me in right away for SRS on brain mets.   I think they wait 30 days for MRI to see results.  Then I wait another 8 weeks and hope the MRI is stable.  I feel like I'm in a mad rush for my life and it seems so long away.  I really hope I respond to IPI.  

                                                                DeniseK
                                                                Participant

                                                                  Thank you all so much!!  Your right Pat my regular oncologist did this to me before when I had 1 brain met 7 months ago.  He told me people don't survive brain mets past 6-10 months.  He says he wants to be honest with me.  I honestly don't think he knows because he said to stay positive they've come a long way with radiation and treatments.  Totally confusing!!  Dr. Minor did say we are running out of time. I called the trial for Anti PD 1 and they said stable brain for 8 weeks and I'm in (as long as there's an opening somewhere).  So the plan is start IPI next week,  San Fran on July 5th, hopefully the radiation specialist will get me in right away for SRS on brain mets.   I think they wait 30 days for MRI to see results.  Then I wait another 8 weeks and hope the MRI is stable.  I feel like I'm in a mad rush for my life and it seems so long away.  I really hope I respond to IPI.  

                                                                  DeniseK
                                                                  Participant

                                                                    Thank you all so much!!  Your right Pat my regular oncologist did this to me before when I had 1 brain met 7 months ago.  He told me people don't survive brain mets past 6-10 months.  He says he wants to be honest with me.  I honestly don't think he knows because he said to stay positive they've come a long way with radiation and treatments.  Totally confusing!!  Dr. Minor did say we are running out of time. I called the trial for Anti PD 1 and they said stable brain for 8 weeks and I'm in (as long as there's an opening somewhere).  So the plan is start IPI next week,  San Fran on July 5th, hopefully the radiation specialist will get me in right away for SRS on brain mets.   I think they wait 30 days for MRI to see results.  Then I wait another 8 weeks and hope the MRI is stable.  I feel like I'm in a mad rush for my life and it seems so long away.  I really hope I respond to IPI.  

                                                                    awillett1991
                                                                    Participant
                                                                      Denise,

                                                                      I know how devastated you feel, I was told 3 weeks ago everything is being done that can be done and what were my wishes in the event of something sudden happening. I am 43 with 3 school age kids. I am still here and fighting! You can read my profile – I stopped Zel to do Ipi but had trouble. I had SRS during Ipi.

                                                                      Today I had a stable brain MRI, 7 mos after SRS, 14 mos after first brain met diagnosed. Incredibly, I am 6 wks into Merck’s anti PD1 trial with a huge tumor in my heart, blocking blood flow to my lungs. I am ever hopeful in God’s plan for me.

                                                                      Ipi+SRS has some great potential – they think the SRS turbo-charges the Ipi. Never give up!

                                                                      Amy

                                                                      awillett1991
                                                                      Participant
                                                                        Denise,

                                                                        I know how devastated you feel, I was told 3 weeks ago everything is being done that can be done and what were my wishes in the event of something sudden happening. I am 43 with 3 school age kids. I am still here and fighting! You can read my profile – I stopped Zel to do Ipi but had trouble. I had SRS during Ipi.

                                                                        Today I had a stable brain MRI, 7 mos after SRS, 14 mos after first brain met diagnosed. Incredibly, I am 6 wks into Merck’s anti PD1 trial with a huge tumor in my heart, blocking blood flow to my lungs. I am ever hopeful in God’s plan for me.

                                                                        Ipi+SRS has some great potential – they think the SRS turbo-charges the Ipi. Never give up!

                                                                        Amy

                                                                        awillett1991
                                                                        Participant
                                                                          Denise,

                                                                          I know how devastated you feel, I was told 3 weeks ago everything is being done that can be done and what were my wishes in the event of something sudden happening. I am 43 with 3 school age kids. I am still here and fighting! You can read my profile – I stopped Zel to do Ipi but had trouble. I had SRS during Ipi.

                                                                          Today I had a stable brain MRI, 7 mos after SRS, 14 mos after first brain met diagnosed. Incredibly, I am 6 wks into Merck’s anti PD1 trial with a huge tumor in my heart, blocking blood flow to my lungs. I am ever hopeful in God’s plan for me.

                                                                          Ipi+SRS has some great potential – they think the SRS turbo-charges the Ipi. Never give up!

                                                                          Amy

                                                                          DeniseK
                                                                          Participant

                                                                            Hi Amy,

                                                                            I was hoping you would reply, I know you've been through a lot!  How long until the Anti PD 1 will kick in?  Are they keeping you in the trial?  I'm going to read your profile again, I've read it several times before.  I know you've had a tough battle and I"m so happy for you that your in the Anti PD 1 trial.  I hope it works for you and many many others to keep away, possibly cure this.  I'm not giving up, I felt like my doctor was though and he took away my hope temporarily.  We're going to beat this!!!  

                                                                            DeniseK
                                                                            Participant

                                                                              Hi Amy,

                                                                              I was hoping you would reply, I know you've been through a lot!  How long until the Anti PD 1 will kick in?  Are they keeping you in the trial?  I'm going to read your profile again, I've read it several times before.  I know you've had a tough battle and I"m so happy for you that your in the Anti PD 1 trial.  I hope it works for you and many many others to keep away, possibly cure this.  I'm not giving up, I felt like my doctor was though and he took away my hope temporarily.  We're going to beat this!!!  

                                                                              DeniseK
                                                                              Participant

                                                                                Hi Amy,

                                                                                I was hoping you would reply, I know you've been through a lot!  How long until the Anti PD 1 will kick in?  Are they keeping you in the trial?  I'm going to read your profile again, I've read it several times before.  I know you've had a tough battle and I"m so happy for you that your in the Anti PD 1 trial.  I hope it works for you and many many others to keep away, possibly cure this.  I'm not giving up, I felt like my doctor was though and he took away my hope temporarily.  We're going to beat this!!!  

                                                                                awillett1991
                                                                                Participant
                                                                                  Denise – I will know for sure if Anti Pd1 is working when I have scans at 12 weeks. Some have seen a response earlier, those who can see/feel their tumors – but I cannot. They say everyone is different when they respond, sort of like Ipi, since it depends on your immune system. Right now I am at 6 weeks – had my 3rd infusion this wk and I never figured I’d make it this far. I think it’s working!!

                                                                                  I wish you the best with a dr that is not a giving-up type.

                                                                                  Amy

                                                                                  awillett1991
                                                                                  Participant
                                                                                    Denise – I will know for sure if Anti Pd1 is working when I have scans at 12 weeks. Some have seen a response earlier, those who can see/feel their tumors – but I cannot. They say everyone is different when they respond, sort of like Ipi, since it depends on your immune system. Right now I am at 6 weeks – had my 3rd infusion this wk and I never figured I’d make it this far. I think it’s working!!

                                                                                    I wish you the best with a dr that is not a giving-up type.

                                                                                    Amy

                                                                                    awillett1991
                                                                                    Participant
                                                                                      Denise – I will know for sure if Anti Pd1 is working when I have scans at 12 weeks. Some have seen a response earlier, those who can see/feel their tumors – but I cannot. They say everyone is different when they respond, sort of like Ipi, since it depends on your immune system. Right now I am at 6 weeks – had my 3rd infusion this wk and I never figured I’d make it this far. I think it’s working!!

                                                                                      I wish you the best with a dr that is not a giving-up type.

                                                                                      Amy

                                                                                      DeniseK
                                                                                      Participant

                                                                                        It sounds like it's working, my thoughts are with you!!  I was thinking about my timeline…. bear with me cuz it's a bit confusing.

                                                                                        OK so I just had SRS on 2 of the 7 brain mets. I had an MRI on May 25th, I will be getting another MRI in a couple weeks to see if the recent SRS worked, also for the new Radiologist to prepare for SRS, lets say nothing has grown and the 2 that just got zapped are dieing off or gone.  Does that give me 6-7 weeks stable?  IF so then I have another round of SRS on the remaining 5 mets and have another MRI in 30 days that would give me the 8 weeks stable and more all in a matter of about 6 weeks from now or so.  In the mean time I am on IPI and 1/2 dose Z.  I think I can do that!!  There are a lot of if's but it's not that long of a time.  I know there's an ANTI PD 1 trial opening up in a few weeks so maybe just maybe this is going to work!!  I think I'm going to call the radiologist specialist and see if I can get in sooner then July 5th.

                                                                                        Sorry I'm thinking out loud trying to figure this out.  It's a race against time and it needs to be coordinated precisely!!  LOL

                                                                                        My doctor in Sac will just be for prescription purposes at this point.  

                                                                                        I'm truly happy for you Amy!  This ANTI PD 1 could be the trick for you and many many more people.  

                                                                                        All my best 

                                                                                        Denise

                                                                                        DeniseK
                                                                                        Participant

                                                                                          It sounds like it's working, my thoughts are with you!!  I was thinking about my timeline…. bear with me cuz it's a bit confusing.

                                                                                          OK so I just had SRS on 2 of the 7 brain mets. I had an MRI on May 25th, I will be getting another MRI in a couple weeks to see if the recent SRS worked, also for the new Radiologist to prepare for SRS, lets say nothing has grown and the 2 that just got zapped are dieing off or gone.  Does that give me 6-7 weeks stable?  IF so then I have another round of SRS on the remaining 5 mets and have another MRI in 30 days that would give me the 8 weeks stable and more all in a matter of about 6 weeks from now or so.  In the mean time I am on IPI and 1/2 dose Z.  I think I can do that!!  There are a lot of if's but it's not that long of a time.  I know there's an ANTI PD 1 trial opening up in a few weeks so maybe just maybe this is going to work!!  I think I'm going to call the radiologist specialist and see if I can get in sooner then July 5th.

                                                                                          Sorry I'm thinking out loud trying to figure this out.  It's a race against time and it needs to be coordinated precisely!!  LOL

                                                                                          My doctor in Sac will just be for prescription purposes at this point.  

                                                                                          I'm truly happy for you Amy!  This ANTI PD 1 could be the trick for you and many many more people.  

                                                                                          All my best 

                                                                                          Denise

                                                                                          DeniseK
                                                                                          Participant

                                                                                            It sounds like it's working, my thoughts are with you!!  I was thinking about my timeline…. bear with me cuz it's a bit confusing.

                                                                                            OK so I just had SRS on 2 of the 7 brain mets. I had an MRI on May 25th, I will be getting another MRI in a couple weeks to see if the recent SRS worked, also for the new Radiologist to prepare for SRS, lets say nothing has grown and the 2 that just got zapped are dieing off or gone.  Does that give me 6-7 weeks stable?  IF so then I have another round of SRS on the remaining 5 mets and have another MRI in 30 days that would give me the 8 weeks stable and more all in a matter of about 6 weeks from now or so.  In the mean time I am on IPI and 1/2 dose Z.  I think I can do that!!  There are a lot of if's but it's not that long of a time.  I know there's an ANTI PD 1 trial opening up in a few weeks so maybe just maybe this is going to work!!  I think I'm going to call the radiologist specialist and see if I can get in sooner then July 5th.

                                                                                            Sorry I'm thinking out loud trying to figure this out.  It's a race against time and it needs to be coordinated precisely!!  LOL

                                                                                            My doctor in Sac will just be for prescription purposes at this point.  

                                                                                            I'm truly happy for you Amy!  This ANTI PD 1 could be the trick for you and many many more people.  

                                                                                            All my best 

                                                                                            Denise

                                                                                            DeniseK
                                                                                            Participant

                                                                                              Oh thank you all so much for posting.  I feel like I have a future now or at least a possibility of one. 

                                                                                              Usually I'm so positive and upbeat about beating this, it really threw me for a tail spin when my doctor talked about hospice.  If I could get into a Merch trial and only need 4 weeks that seems more attainable.  And who knows the IPI may work.  I hadn't even considered that, which is crazy.  Ipi has worked for others.  All I know is I don't know what I would do without my MPIP family!  I love you all and hope we all beat this.  

                                                                                              DeniseK
                                                                                              Participant

                                                                                                Oh thank you all so much for posting.  I feel like I have a future now or at least a possibility of one. 

                                                                                                Usually I'm so positive and upbeat about beating this, it really threw me for a tail spin when my doctor talked about hospice.  If I could get into a Merch trial and only need 4 weeks that seems more attainable.  And who knows the IPI may work.  I hadn't even considered that, which is crazy.  Ipi has worked for others.  All I know is I don't know what I would do without my MPIP family!  I love you all and hope we all beat this.  

                                                                                                DeniseK
                                                                                                Participant

                                                                                                  Oh thank you all so much for posting.  I feel like I have a future now or at least a possibility of one. 

                                                                                                  Usually I'm so positive and upbeat about beating this, it really threw me for a tail spin when my doctor talked about hospice.  If I could get into a Merch trial and only need 4 weeks that seems more attainable.  And who knows the IPI may work.  I hadn't even considered that, which is crazy.  Ipi has worked for others.  All I know is I don't know what I would do without my MPIP family!  I love you all and hope we all beat this.  

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