Nicole78

Hi everyone, thank you So much for the support I have from you … today I had removed the dysplastic one on my back, it’s a bit sore but it will go away. I also showed my doctor another mole on my nipple which I have it for ages and didn’t pay attention, didn’t change but it’s quiet dark and I was always embarrassed to tell about that. So he looked at it and straight away he said I don’t like it . He took the biopsy and wait now for the results, another stress and hassle. I already had enough of all these 🙁 also I want to ask is it possible melanoma to appear not on the skin but somewhere inside the body without raising on the skin? Now I’m thinking to all the bad things 🙁 I really hope the biopsy will come back ok 🙁 otherwise surgery for this one will be more complicated 🙁 thank you everyone for support again and I wish you all health and all the best ! I’ll keep updating! 

The huge amount of stress is still there and I just can’t get over it 🙁  feels like I have cancer and just that word is so depressing and hopeless 🙁 I don’t know how to get rid of all these things 🙁 I don’t know how other people are coping with this news when they get it …

Yeah, The doctor said that’s ok with the dysplastic but I said to him to cut it off , I just don’t want in few months to repeat the same nightmare 🙁 so next Tuesday it will be cut out as much he can . I feel like I want to cut them all of 🙁 thank you so much for your reply!

Thank you, i Hope it won’t reoccurr in the future … is it Llikely to have in the future on other moles on my body? I want to say , if you got it once can happen again on other side of the body? This is my biggest fear! 🙁 

Hi, may report haș the folosind details:

Diagnosis: small malignant melanoma in Situ arising from a background of dysplasic compound melanocytic naevus

Peripheral: 2mm

deep: 0.5mm

breslow thickness: N/A

Clark level: 1

ulceration: absent

mitosis:absent; vascular invasion: absent, lymphocytic infiltrate: mild, regression: absent, desmoplasi: absent 

The second one I have is: dysplastic compund melanocytic naevus with moderate to severe cytological atypia. I’m going to do the excision for this one in few days… I’m very anxious that I’ll go next time and they will find more melanoma on my body as I have lots of moles 🙁 that’s my biggest fear 🙁 I’m still shocked and can’t sleep and cry and really hope I won’t get into a depression 🙁 thank you 

Thank you so much for you reply and encouragement , I’m in Australia , here the skin cancer is normal, every 1 in 4 person could have it… yeah, lucky i got it in time. 4 years ago my dr said that is not happy with this mole in my leg so I keep ignore it just because I was scared of the biopsy cut , last year my skin specialist said we really need to take it out so again I left and I said ok I will come next week , been scared again and never went back 🙁 but this time he said you’re not gonna leave until I cut these moles to see how they are. And lucky it was like that, next week I will have the excision for the one on the back and the every 3 months for a year I have to go and check them. I’m lucky to be in Australia , the government covers everything and they’re very careful with it. I’m not sure if the sun or solarium I did years ago back in Europe… in Australia solariums are prohibited . The sun here is very strong and I have to admit that I’m a sun lover , I could stay in the sun all day , I love it. Unfortunately from now on I have to be careful , covered all the time. So if it’s stage 0 that makes me feel a bit better . The report also showed no ulcer , absent, lymphocytic infiltrate -moderate, nuclear grade -moderate to high, these are the results on the report … thank you so much again for encouragements , means a lot to me and I really hope all this trouble to stop here .