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I have already set my mind that its back, this is how I approached everything to do with melonman since this journey began but I did need that moment of wondering, I am human after all and fear sets in no matter your mind set. This " something" was discovered during the scans I needed done so i could begin my research trial treatments. I originally picked one that would randomized me in a computer to either get interferon , 3 of ipi or 10 of ipi but IF this is a tumor then I will be put in the 10 ipi now and surgery later. So my next steps are known, its just getting to thi steps now.

Thanks for all the replies and you're right, I refuse to let it ruin my days even if I allow myself that moment of fear and worry.

I have already set my mind that its back, this is how I approached everything to do with melonman since this journey began but I did need that moment of wondering, I am human after all and fear sets in no matter your mind set. This " something" was discovered during the scans I needed done so i could begin my research trial treatments. I originally picked one that would randomized me in a computer to either get interferon , 3 of ipi or 10 of ipi but IF this is a tumor then I will be put in the 10 ipi now and surgery later. So my next steps are known, its just getting to thi steps now.

Thanks for all the replies and you're right, I refuse to let it ruin my days even if I allow myself that moment of fear and worry.

I have already set my mind that its back, this is how I approached everything to do with melonman since this journey began but I did need that moment of wondering, I am human after all and fear sets in no matter your mind set. This " something" was discovered during the scans I needed done so i could begin my research trial treatments. I originally picked one that would randomized me in a computer to either get interferon , 3 of ipi or 10 of ipi but IF this is a tumor then I will be put in the 10 ipi now and surgery later. So my next steps are known, its just getting to thi steps now.

Thanks for all the replies and you're right, I refuse to let it ruin my days even if I allow myself that moment of fear and worry.

I have already set my mind that its back, this is how I approached everything to do with melonman since this journey began but I did need that moment of wondering, I am human after all and fear sets in no matter your mind set. This " something" was discovered during the scans I needed done so i could begin my research trial treatments. I originally picked one that would randomized me in a computer to either get interferon , 3 of ipi or 10 of ipi but IF this is a tumor then I will be put in the 10 ipi now and surgery later. So my next steps are known, its just getting to thi steps now.

Thanks for all the replies and you're right, I refuse to let it ruin my days even if I allow myself that moment of fear and worry.

I have already set my mind that its back, this is how I approached everything to do with melonman since this journey began but I did need that moment of wondering, I am human after all and fear sets in no matter your mind set. This " something" was discovered during the scans I needed done so i could begin my research trial treatments. I originally picked one that would randomized me in a computer to either get interferon , 3 of ipi or 10 of ipi but IF this is a tumor then I will be put in the 10 ipi now and surgery later. So my next steps are known, its just getting to thi steps now.

Thanks for all the replies and you're right, I refuse to let it ruin my days even if I allow myself that moment of fear and worry.

I have already set my mind that its back, this is how I approached everything to do with melonman since this journey began but I did need that moment of wondering, I am human after all and fear sets in no matter your mind set. This " something" was discovered during the scans I needed done so i could begin my research trial treatments. I originally picked one that would randomized me in a computer to either get interferon , 3 of ipi or 10 of ipi but IF this is a tumor then I will be put in the 10 ipi now and surgery later. So my next steps are known, its just getting to thi steps now.

Thanks for all the replies and you're right, I refuse to let it ruin my days even if I allow myself that moment of fear and worry.

Thanks for replying, thats what I am hoping it is too. Just since posting this, the color had gotten more noticable, it looks like a bruise but i know it wasnt bruised so not sure whats going on. I'm calling monday morning to tell them the quick change over the weekend. 

Thanks for replying, thats what I am hoping it is too. Just since posting this, the color had gotten more noticable, it looks like a bruise but i know it wasnt bruised so not sure whats going on. I'm calling monday morning to tell them the quick change over the weekend. 

Thanks for replying, thats what I am hoping it is too. Just since posting this, the color had gotten more noticable, it looks like a bruise but i know it wasnt bruised so not sure whats going on. I'm calling monday morning to tell them the quick change over the weekend.